乖乖

好想去吃哦 算是我在這吃過好吃的中國菜了
但是上次去叫外帶的菜
中國玉小姐，為何要一直看我然後居然還問我的名字
啊重點是我告訴你以後有打折嗎!!?

再來就是報告也太煩人了吧 用了超久進展也才一滴滴@@ 真可惡
it seems like it will never get done...

我愛悠閒地在草地上喝咖啡 還有我想打網球

glad i've learned how to treat things with a cool attitude.
:)

可不可以不要 不開心
不開心的存在是為了要讓開心變得開心嗎
我不需要不開心就可以感到開心
所以我想要把不開心丟進垃圾桶

可不可以不要爭執
人生這麼短
為什麼要浪費時間在這

意義是開心，一輩子的開心，do u agree with me.

哀悼
現在的我

該繼續上我的espanol了哈哈
it's not that i don't wanna take class asap but the time just conflict with my class at school.
anyways, i'm picking it up now and i had my class start this morning!
oh the thing is that when i went on the bus when getting back, it smelled sucks!
i just hate this! people usually have cars here and they seldomly take buses, or never....
it just smelled bad....
oh and i ate too much again...just can't stop eating cereals...the one i have now is chocolate chex.
oh my....things can't be done this way.....STOP MAN! @@ i gotta STOP!!!!
it is going to snow tomorrow and the day after. ! NICE.........

過往雲煙

i put on my very first pair of ear rings today.(the one that pierced into my ears)
it isn't that bad actually. LOL kinda like this pair more and more.

OH!! i faced a situation that i HATE!
WHO DO U THINK U ARE!!! it's like this...i just finish my class at 5:55 and i'm discussing the content from the class.
and there's next class's students coming in and their professor too.
the prof. just stand in front of me and my friend, saying "we'r going to start the class, you should get out of here now!" i said okay i'm sorry.
he jst stood there and stared at me. i was picking up my things. i was talking on the phone then but didn't stop colecting my stuff. when i waiting my NB to turn off and gathering the electric line, he just toched my line, intended to get me out of the classroom asap.
WHAT THE KNOCKING PROBLEM DO U HAVE!MAN~!are u nuts?! it isn't 6 o'clock sharp, okay?!
there's still have 2 mins left! you can't just touched my things okay?! i hate you! what is that attitude!
u don't deserve to be a professor~man. i'm really pissed off!!!!!
next time i'll warn you, not like this time letting u being impolite!
SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! go to heXX!!!!!!!

yeah! i'm so haapy that i'm about to finish my shower gel!!so that i can have a new one and a new flavor!!!
i'm using promegrante & mango and orange ginger(i love this flavor!) now, and the P&M one is going to be finished! hehehe
looking forward to the new bottle.

oh, and Della antie is so kind and nice!!!
she even wants to take me to a nice hotel in colorado spring for an overnight vacation next week!!!
but we have an international fair the coming weekend.... she said maybe the week after this then.

didn't do snything special this week actually.
anyways, i need to finish the novel i'm reading so that i can have another one started!
oh, speaking of reading, Prof. Burnett said that there's some traits of marketers, such as like to aske questions and like reading!
does that mean i fit? lol
anyways, being a "D" is my dream!

i went to ski with Austin, his gf, ingrid, her friend, peggy and may!!
it's excellent!!!
although to tell the truth i was so nervous of going there.
theoratically i only have gone to ski just once in A-Basin.
so it's my second time skiing.
anyways, it turns out fun!!! i overcame the fear of speeding.
so after several times, i can go down the slope without stopping!
i played for like ten or twelve times. LOL

i went kick boxing the day before yesterday and i already got sore in my back.
i got up this morning and found out it didn't really added sores on though.
oh, and poor Ingrid@@ she sprained her ankle. >"< i gave her my 一條羹 hoping she'll feel better!! hope everything will turn out just fine!!

i went to Xiao's place for breakfast this morning. thanks to her porridge. :)
but we heard sth which make me feels bad about...
we really really need to love everyone we meet and appreciate everything.
don't take everything for granted, esp our lives.
hope he will be fine and recover well asap!!!

might go to the library this afternoon since the weather broadcast said it's going to snow on Sunday and Monday!@@ OH NO!!!!!

我要加油
這學期修了3門課(哇哈現在還在hesitate which class to drop....)
3門不輕吧我想
希望可以快樂的讀快樂的玩
還有媽咪說的對
為什麼要生氣小草在意小草
我每次好像很常這樣
這樣不行
turn the situation around!

even though i have a final tomorrow, i just don't want to study at all for unknown reason.
so i browse on the net and check sth which i haven't been surf for a long long long time.
it is funny how things change.
分開了
又在一起了
but a brand new one
don't know what to say. feel a bit sorry?
i should just keep it locked somewhere.

i recently think of that. i wonder how you're doing. i wonder if it can be compared.
some traits are just too similiar.
two semesters.
and no doubt it's sweet to hear that u'r in charge. even i'm the authority of my family, but you'll be ultimately.

let bygones be bygones.

we had a meeting with our mentor this afternoon.
and thanks to Jeanette to give me a ride to Madie's home!!and i really love her red car!!
but i'm too embarrasing to ask what brand is that .... i guess it's a Mustang GTR?? really not sure about it though.
it's a coupe Cabriolet! in vivid red~~

anyways, the point is that, i gain a lot in the meeting.
she talked about the process of her "mentoring circle," how it works and how it differs from "coaching."
the notion is just too fantastic!
people can only "tell stories," not give advice to others. each person has their point of view in terms of different intepretation to things. so when people hear the stories, we pick what works for us. only you yourself know what works for you and the only solutions to problems he/she encountered. i need to struggle this late (not to mention i need to get up at 6:30 for our CCP doing volunteer things tomorrow morning!! @@) to write this down is because i don't want to lose what i learn today. this must be recorded, even though i might not know what i was trying to write down when i see this note in the future. LOL

1. i need you to talk with me, i'm not asking for a jod, but asking for ur wisdom advice for what i am struggling with. just 20 minutes to sit down and talk about it.

2. when you are scared, just think what should you do NEXT. nothing more than THE NEXT STEP. we do get paralyzed in life. the most important thing to do at this point of time is ----take baby steps. don't think too far! just focus on "what's next!" do it step by step.

3. INTENTION. this really parallel to what i've said to Matt i believe. the core of communication is to let the one u'r talking to get what you are trying to convey!! if you try to convey a feeling of friendliness, the most important thing is to "let the one get the exact feeling that you want he/she/them to feel!" Madie told us a little story about this too. even it happened in the business arena, it applies perfectly to our lives as well. what is you intention of saying that? how can you say it in the intention of what u'r holding? so many people have the great intention but they turns out saying things distorted and let others feel exactly the opposit way. what a shame...
"do you intend to humiliate George in front of others?" "no, i don't" "if you do, you really did an excellent job."
"do you intend to embarrass him when it's ur call in the meeting?" "if you do, you are so successful of it!"
what a moral!

oh my goodness! it's so late now@@ gotta take a shower and sleep asap or i'll be too sleepy to do anything tomorrow....hate this feeling...
and sth funny happened to me during the meeting...it's abt cheese and wax....LOL
i'll talk about it later on....

that i need to learn.
live with it and swallow it.
it's how life is like.

i had a group meeting for our Monday's presentation, so we set a time to meet at 10:15 on Friday.
so before that, we need to finish our 2 pages, single space portion. it isn't toooo much, but since the topic is a little blur and broad, it's no easy job...
what's more, i've been relaxing for too long, so i didn't even start writing it till 10 on Thursday, which is really bad i know. XD
and not till 2 am in friday's morning did i finish it..@@

the point is that, i had a mentor program meeting at 7:30 for the kick-off breakfast!OMG!
so i got up at 6:50to get myself dressed. SO TIRED!
and actually i had another group meeting for Brand at 12. this means i go straight through 3meetings last morning!!
LOL

i can't really feel the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year.
what's worse, i have two mid-terms on New year's eve!
LOL
wnyways, i got through. so kinda too relaxed these days.haha.
oh and i have my BD here as well. thx for all of you guys who gave me a birthday surprise!
i'm moved!i didn't expect anyone to celebrate my BD since it's mid-term, struggling time.
and i reminded no one of it. you guys are expert of finding it out! lol
and thank you friends for sending my BD gifts from Taiwan. :)
wish all the best to all of my friends and families!

if u want something really badly, u do need to go after it really hard, isn't it?
i do believe so.
if you don't, in my interpretation, it just means that you don't really want to have it.
is it the reason why people say i'm hard to be pleased?
whatever.

i constantly ponder things recently, going through some contradictions.
i know i think too much sometimes, but i can't help.
things are hard to imagine.
uncertainty is all over in the atmosphere.

and my friends, please don't loose contect with me, lol
i become sensitive these days.
as Mike said, i need to be reassured. Even though he said that when teaching me skiing, which means that i need people to told me i'm doing good.
it applied perfectly to my life i think.
i need reassured words and power.

oh btw, talikg about skiing, it was really fun!
thanks to Mike, or i might be end up crying! LOL~
ski is much easier than snowboard, but i am just too afraid to get hurt and fell, so i still can't get over the steep slope.....