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i hate this!!!
i was just writing my blog here last night, and the minute i press the post botton, my internet just get disconnected!!! SHOOT!
ALL THE TIME!!!!
i have this things happened over and over again!!!!what the heck!!!
it seems i just can't write on-line!!!

and it feels so stupid writing things again!and it's a feeling of writing things!
not that you can write exactly the same thing over again.

anyways, i started my class at jan, 3rd. it's been 2 weeks since then.
and i had a great trip to Las Vegas. i didn't post my new pics on! LOL i'll do it asap.

i doubt if there's anyone caring about here, even though some told me they do visit here.

i just don't wanna write things over again...so whatever, i'll left those words behind.

hope to gain a lot this quarter. hold ture as myself. unpredictable things.

friends i miss you all.

我想我還是有點喜歡
這該怎麼辦
好奇怪，到底是氣球還是泡泡?
是一經考證就會消失嗎

but what can i say?
i can only sign when i got it.
it kinda torture. it'll be better if i didn't get it i believe.
i'd rather have no rip.

我想 是泡泡吧
一定是

天啊我真強，在這裡逛街的次數超少搭!
在台灣跟媽媽是2天一小逛，4天一大逛的耶!!!!
快快快!!!等不及要回去大採購了!!!
節制了這麼久，平常只能逛supermarket XD

明天要考final了耶真煩哈哈
不知為何penrose讀書的人超少的，這怎麼回事
美國人都不在圖書館讀書的嗎!跟台大差超多的，台大期中期末考週一整個是大爆炸啊!!!
記得以前有一次跟妮妮找了快一個小時還找不到位子!又重得要命!去後門找coffee shop也全滿!!!
但最近每天去圖書館報到，卻空的哩!
因為覺得penrose太冷了，今天去law school's library 讀，人明顯多多了哈 原來法學院的人比較用功XD
and then in the afternoon, i was so sleepy so i walked to starbucks to have a pumpkin' hot latte.
i've heard it's great, but after i had it, i think it's just soso. LOL

it becomes so dark early in the noon, aboout 5. so early!!isn't it!
oh!and the weather forcast said that it's gonna snow on tuesday and wednesday!!!
OMG @@
我不想要下雪啊!!!雖然很美，但很冷XD
我星期四就要回去了吶!!!!等我回去再下嘛!

to update XD hahaha
want to write something, but it seems that i donna what to write..

for me, it's hard not to be influenced by others. kida fragile, but i can't help.
why should i care about it so much!
E u iritate me now!! oh! come on, is it my duty of picking all ur phones up??!!
i didn't mean to ignore it but i just didn't notice it caz i'm in class, OKAY?! SIR!
i didn't call back caz after 2hrs class i was stressed out and totally forget it!
i have no space to memorize it for 2 hrs, okay?!
stop complaining. i'm sick of it.

i know it's hard to let others get what u think...
i walk a step back recently.for no reason, or for a reason that i don't even know myself.

we should keep in mind that everyone has his or her own thoughts.
it's hard to let others look through me too, not that i don't want to , but they just didn't.


最近為什麼說英文這麼會打結!!真可惡耶presentation都不知道自己在說什麼哈哈哈
還有我真討厭考試，每次都考很差煩死了

還有，謝謝你的軍服呵呵
很妙的點子

很不連貫的文 but it fits what i think.
LOL
fighting for lots of things
papers, exams, and most importantly, emotions.
GET RID OF IT!

前幾天看了不能說的秘密，還有去吃火鍋!天啊真好吃:)不過上課前先去吃耶路撒冷~~中東食物，然後晚上8點上完課又再吃火鍋好像too much @@
媽啊我不想變胖啦!
片子一開始整個是個大閃光片!!!是怎麼回事啊!!!整個是個想走掉哈哈
不過還蠻不錯看的，還有晴依是誰啊!!真是超正的耶

星期五下午第一次在denver打tennis!!
ohohoh, i really want to play tennis!
學校的場地真不錯耶!然後晚上去完church's activity, we went to downtown's club
haha很妙因為完全是個臨時起意去的，所以大家都穿得很不pub!hahaha
還有美國人學我們的動作跳很好笑哈

星期六早上跟my team go downtown to do our community capital project,
we actually did nothing . we just took pictures and even didn't go into the art museum!LOL
and we went to "cheesecake factory" to have our lunch...ha. it's a nice restaurant.
and i got home like 2 in the noon, and start to do my paper which is due on Mon!LOL

ohohoh, 對了星期3上西班牙文的時候老師說我發音很標準，問我是不是家裡有西班牙人之類的!哇哈哈哈
我的西班牙文發音有這麼好我都不知道XD真開心 不過因為之前太混了所以現在要加油一點。然後那天上完課跟jane去cherry creek逛完全不好逛@@
一個東東都沒買可物。

今天早上9點起床，發現在下雪!!!!!完全是個美耶!雖然我之前很嚷嚷著說不要給我下雪因為我真的很怕冷
但第一次看到雪這樣飄!真的好美吶!:)超興奮的哈哈，一邊寫paper，一邊一直偷看窗外的白雪哈哈，完全不專心
雖然之前也看過雪，但沒有這種飄雪的感覺。超酷的就是了
中午去吃港式飲茶!哇哈還算可以。但當然還是香港的好吃!!!
中午雪就停了，下午就融雪囉!
看到屋頂上白白的一層雪就覺超級可愛的^0^
中午吃完飯就去隔壁的太平洋超市，它賣亞洲的東西。哇哈但我什麼都沒有買因為不會做菜，也懶的做嘿嘿。

很好我現在把paper寫完了，心裡輕鬆一點嘿嘿:)
等下我要來去運動啦!去一樓的小gym跑個小步吧!

還有收到hsu's mail真的很開心，你的文字好像有某種魔力，很讓人感動。
謝謝你在你的生日寫信給我，真sorry我居然不知道你的生日!happy birthday to u! though it's a bit late.
hope we're all doing well in our area.

這幾天看了超!!!多電影的，先是上星期4看了 緣起不滅；星期6 料理鼠王；星期天 衝擊效應
哇哈哈a little bit too much. XD
i should start doing my HW asap....
ohohoh i did study Spanish these days :)

it's sooo nice to have 三杯雞here:) so delicious!!!
Tony謝謝你啦哇哈真好吃耶!
and 今天真的不能再看不能說的秘密~~~明早要去上西班牙文~~累累
但明天要去cherry creek 逛!!嘿嘿嘿，希望能買到東東哩

還有下週northwestern 的Don Schultz要來演講!!!!!帥氣耶一定要去的啊
但超早的。。。早上7點30是怎麼回事 @@
anyway, we'll see next week, LOL

wahaha
前陣子超忙的
先是reading超多的，然後我們在期中考前又要去山上's activity.
it's a class requirement.in order to build our leadership and teamwork.
超可怕的因為有很多高度的活動，像是相本裡那樣。不過我很驚訝的發現我居然敢做…
哈哈哈耶我現在敢了

去camp是個有趣的活動，學到了很多，更find things deep in myself that i don't know before.
然後從山上回來後就開始期中考!!星期3一天考完2科!!重點是我跟jane早上還要去上西班牙文課!!衝的哩
結果有一個星期4下午成績就出來了哇哈哈考得蠻不好的
管它的考完就好我不管了啦哈

然後星期四早上先去學校改resume, and then go to swim(didn't exercise for a long time.XD)and 去king sooper and wal-mart大買哈哈哈，超久沒買菜的啦，又買了new cereal*^^*oh yeah!然後6點的課的作業亂寫XD來不及啦!!!
晚上還去Jane家看電影(緣起不滅)jane and ingrid陪我看，哇哈哈在看的時候才發現我看過了，但還是把它看完了哈哈
結果看完已經2點了超累哈

星期五也是個忙，再去改RESUME,and we went to change my cell phone's plan to the family plan, which is cheaper.
it took like 2hrs!!!!donno why @@ so actually my cell will gonna be dead for 2days...
after that , i met Jenny, who is my partner school's assigned for me. We went to starbucks and chatted.
she is nice and is working as a social worker now.
oh and it's so sweet of her to say my English is beautiful.but there's still lotz of things i can work on i know.
i went to the church with all the girls at 6:30 till 9:30.
after this!sth more!!haha
i went to KTV here!!it's my first time there. it's better than what i assumed actually.
and so tired!!!got home sooo late.

and now it's saturday, i am so lazy now, doing nothing all day long...lol
i might go shopping tomorrow!!!
these days i read nothing, which i think i need to start to work now...or i'll go crazy later on...haha

btw....i just hate those situations that you don't know how to deal things, for example, u wanna leave the palce where u are, but u don't know how to say with the people beside u....
anyway...hope that won't happen again haha.

although i'm not in Taiwan, i know it's the moon festival. XD
yeah, pretty cool, i know what my family members do everyday in Taiwan as well. XD
thanks to the high-tech, but i still miss home badly.

where the hack can i fit in?
it feels more lonely when u were in a party. i mean, in a gathering.
THERE'S NO PARTY HERE!!!NOT AT ALL!
who say's there are lots of parties in U.S. lol, none here!
oh anyway,
what i'm trying to say is that when u're in a crowd, u'll feel more lonely.

i felt it quite strong tonight.
i belong to an empty space. might be the forth-dimentional space.

it's just a second week of school days, and it is such a struggle....
we get tons of paper and readings to do, we gotta discuess the readings with classmates, who are all native speakers.
we having meetings with professor every week.and!we have cases to do!!!
the load is too much.....
anyway...

it's so lonely here nay....

我來發表新文章了哈哈
來這快2星期了耶!!但其實好像很多事沒時間記錄下來。
像是8/11我們全家要先來denver，但在LA airport轉機時遇到LA機場大當機!!!在飛機上就多待了2個小時!!想當然爾之後要銜接的班機早就飛走了哈
然後就在LA多待了一天。本來要坐隔天早上8點30的delta，但重點是我們6點多到機場，因為機場太亂所以一整個也錯過8點30的飛機…真傻眼。
不過後來還好終於在下午四點坐到去denver的飛機，不過到denver也快10點了@@""隔天早上就得飛orlando to姑姑's vacation home了。
所以在denver什麼地方也沒有visit. haha
it's pretty much fun in Orlando and Fort Laudadale.
然後8/21家人就回台灣，我一個人回denver了。可惡好難過。
來說說到這兒很的生活好了
上星期完全是個上英文課~orientation for international students.and there's an examon speaking and writing!OMG
if we didn't pass, we have to take courses instead of our master course!
fortunately i passed. haha.
we went to a outlet here in Denver, which i bought lots of things such as sunglasses and bags.
It's labor day this Monday, so we have pretty leasure time then.
today starts on BBQ and orientations for the business school later on.
it's boring and sleepy....and it get's so cold in the rain.@@
we're going to enroll tomorrow and i have NO IDEA what courses should i take...LOL
anyway, follow them! haha
so tired don't know what other courses to take....
OH!!!!
and i am happy these two days caz i do some exercise!i went to swim in our apartment!
though it's really too small....but whatever. i'll go to the gym in school after i get my student ID.
and i went to have gentle yoga this morning and we went to ice skating!which is pretty scary!@@
i can't skate caz i really don't wanna fall!!!i'm too afraid to get hurt@@"" ha, anyway.
oh and i am soooo happy Bing u called me!!!wahahaha!!!
sooooo surprised!: ) and really happy about it!
i gotta go to sleep now and i'm gonna wabcam tomorrow morning with my family.LOL
although i did it with my mom just now.
It's much fun^^*

媽啊我超想家超想台灣超想大家
但重點是我怎麼覺得nobody is thinking of me over there in Taiwan !!@@
SAD NAY!!haha
i got really busy these days, but the point is that even though i feel busy, i accomplish NOTHING.
what the hack...
it is not that easy to get a new account in bank, even to get a cell here!!
i encountered strange problems which otheres didn't.
吼又又
然後昨天今天又上了二天的orientation, which is continuing next week....
tiring!
anyway, i do need strong connection with taiwan i think.
我這二天一定要把書桌買到!!!!沒有書桌真是萬事不能啊!!超麻煩的說。
btw,
Ingrid and i went to the market to shop for lotz of things tonight!
vegetable, fruits, meat, eggs, what else....yogart, salad, ham, cheese, cans of corn,.....can't remember that much lo.
when i have my dear desk, i'm gonna upload my pics took in Hong Kong and Japan!!!OMG i just don't have time and table yet!!!ha

first of all
i gotta thank all of my friends.
u guys are so nice and sweet.
i'm now at the airport.
hope all of u be fine and great!

but i can hardly believe that it's time for leaving.
pretty sad.

i really feel so complicated at this time.
T.T
so sad nay....

anyway, always look the bright nay!
cheers everyone!

要有人捧在手心呵護
要作老大
要被寵
要可以耍性子可以任性
要有肩膀可以靠
唉呀呀 誰不想啊!
哈哈哈

但現實面還是只能靠自己
空期待只會陷入更可悲的境地
吼不管啦我還是想
煩耶
而且最近事情好多，搞得我現在心情好不好
回到家想看個電視輕鬆一下也不行
事情太多了好煩好煩好煩
變得什麼都不想不想做決定
安排好就好了不要再問我了

最近身體不是很好耶>"<<br /> 之前胃發炎 好多天才比較好一點，
接著又發燒 去香港的早上 4點就要起床~
結果天啊一下發冷一下發熱，就…發燒了@@
但香港還是一定要衝一下的啦
然後喉嚨又痛了二天
昨晚又拉肚肚!!!
OMG
不過好佳在現在好像好多了
最近身體都不身體了
這感覺真不好
最怕身體不舒服還要坐飛機了@@
anyway~
hope i get well asap.LOL

never ever say "早知道"
說這個什麼用都沒有 只會徒增後悔的感覺
so, what for?
NO NEED babe.
so don't u say these words.
什麼早知道哩~啊現在就已經這樣子了 說早知道會change anything?